Letter to Dearest: Epilogue (Grande Finale)

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To my dearest,

This will be my final entry to you; this is the end of all endings. 

My chest burns fucking raw from the absolute zero frost inside my heart.

I endlessly curse the skies and damn the grounds from which I stand upon.

I must know!!! Tell me now… tell me this; why does evil exist?

Apathy, carelessness, selfishness, negligence?

An eternal rage that burns even the most innocent of souls. 

Are you feeling pure joy now?

How can this be oh dearest?

Why must the most unconditionally loving souls disintegrate into nothingness?

The innocents suffer and die while the malevolent entities dance and sing. 

I have caught many in their ruthless acts of violence and abuse. 

I’ve even picked up on the smallest wifs of negligence and abandonment.

I condemn the demented souls that walk upon this earth.

I have never wished harm or suffering to be put upon these things…

Except for now… god damn them!

I wish for the forces of god to come and strike down the ones made of filth and lies.

Eradicate the pure evil that walks upon this earth.

Banish the spirits of the damned that roam within these planes of existence.

Rid the souls of light from the abominations that suck us all dry.

Allow the ones who learn from their mistakes a chance to evolve and learn.

I don’t need this, you don’t need this, we don’t need this! 

I’ve lost my fucking mind!!

When will this fucking madness end???

I’m ending this fucking disasterpiece!

THIS ENDS TODAY.

END!

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Blessed Be

Blessed be the gifted

Blessed be the gifted and

Blessed be the gifted and loved

Blessed be the gifted and loved liars

Blessed be the gifted and loved liars of

Blessed be the gifted and loved liars of the

Blessed be the gifted and loved liars of the blackest

Blessed be the gifted and loved liars of the blackest void

Blessed be the gifted and loved liars of the blackest void of

Blessed be the gifted and loved liars of the blackest void of the 

Blessed be the gifted and loved liars of the blackest void in the universe

Blessed be the gifted and loved liars of the blackest void in the universe… you

Blessed be the gifted and loved liars of the blackest void in the universe… you are

Blessed be the gifted and loved liars of the blackest void in the universe… you are fucked.

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Learning How to Love Yourself

781b1f2df6fb7faab38ff6b051a2698f          Learning to be comfortable within our own skin is a challenge that a good majority of people will experience during the course of their lives. I myself and many other people that I know are still learning this important skill. However, in 2016 and years passed, there is still one issue that has recently been coming up lately: body shaming.

The truth is the media can be a pretty nasty place. It is full of things that portray false realities, propaganda, scams, spam, to relentless cyberbullies. Stories of body shaming have been infesting the internet and media. The rate of body shaming cases has been rising at a steady pace, majority of the people on the receiving end being women of all ages.

I’m here to honestly say, enough of the bull shit. In one of my previous posts, I talked about how we cannot judge others by our standards because individually we are our own beautifully designed, unique, lovely being. Comparing yourself to another person is like comparing ice cream to Nutella. Like us as individuals, Nutella and ice cream (along with many other things) are different in their own unique, creative, beautiful (and delicious) way. It is no different than one, two, or three individuals. We are on our own path in life and differ in ways that actually help us connect more than we could understand. The things that makes us different in reality is what makes us unique. Looking past it, on the inside, we are all interconnected as one.

Who has time for petty arguments, drama, hatred, bullying, and body shaming? I personally don’t. This is really not as easy as it sounds, but when/if you find yourself in a situation where you are being bullied, put down, attacked, or body shamed: just know that you are beautiful, amazing, and wonderful just the way you are. The things that are said/done towards you by others is NOT a reflection of them, but it is a PROJECTION HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT THEMSELVES. If they say this isn’t the truth, they are not being truthful. I sometimes struggle with this with thoughts like “Is it me that caused them to treat me this way?” or “Is it something I said/did?”, in the end I feel that in my heart the answer is NO. I also wanted to make this note: Don’t be afraid to reach out for help or support!

The opinions of others and the way they see you doesn’t matter, YOU MATTER. Doing what makes you happy and being happy with yourself is all that matters.

I’m sending much love and light to you all! ❤

-Alex

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