Your efforts to coerce me to bloom will be all for naught.
Allow your efforts to wash away in the rains of time.
Never will I reveal my true self to another soul.
Never will I show my face under the starry night sky.
Never will I show my eyes to you.
Never will I shine.
Never will I step into the spotlight for others to see.
Never will I show you who I am.
I exist just how a lotus exists.
The lotus never reveals her secrets to another.
I was not born from searing hatred, nor skin ripping cold.
I am real, I can feel, I exist.
Nonetheless, no one will ever gaze upon the emotions within me.
The spectrum from sadness to joy will remain behind closed lips.
I just am as this just is as just you are.
I remain behind the fan, behind the lenses, behind the door, behind the walls, behind the human I reside in within this lifetime.
Passing through spaces, looking through faces, digging into minds forcing them to lose all traces.
We are real, your dreams are surreal. Sucking your energy dry never loses its appeal.
Once I get my fill I immediately look for more. I will drain you from your skin to your inner core.
I feed off your fear, I feed off your sadness. You will spiral down into pure madness.
The truth is there is more than one of me. The best part is, you’ll eventually see the others, but first I will make you see me.
I’m in the shadows, the corners, behind doors, windows… I’m everywhere. I hope that tonight you are up for a good scare.
I take the form you fear the most. I will follow you everywhere, even from coast to coast.
Oh, and one more thing, I can see you, but can you see me?
Would you smile if you knew that it could save someone’s life?
Would you smile if it could wash away someone’s pain?
Would you smile if it could improve someone’s mood in seconds?
Would you smile if it could change someone’s life?
Would you smile if it brings happiness and joy to your own life?
Would you smile if you knew it would make you feel good?
Would you smile just because you can?
Regardless of the cause, I sure would.
Straight sacred lines turn into cracks in due time.
All the cracks will crawl straight to me.
They spread as roots from a tree spread into the soil.
Everything the cracks impose is unavoidable.
Going beyond; the cracks betray the line in the sand.
What was once sacred is nothing now.
Washed away from the massive gusts of rain and dust.
This cycle will never change.
The lines can never be filled; the breaks will never be repaired.
The worst has yet to come and I am not prepared.
Pain is temporary, love is forever.
It might seem long lasting, but in reality it will come to an end.
There is a always silver lining beyond the storms’ clouds.
That lining will always lead to an everlasting rainbow.
However, without the storm there would be no rainbow.
Embrace the storm as much as you embrace the rainbow.
Just wait and see what it brings you with an open mind.
You just might be surprised for what is waiting for you at the other side of the storm.
Love to all…
Did I cross the line? Break a boundary? Crack a foundation?
I cannot see the damage that I have done, but I sure feel the sting of blank consequences.
What line did I break to cause this agony?
Please tell me what I did wrong. Please tell me what I did to deserve this.
I’m six feet deep in pain, and the worst has yet to come.
It burns my skin to ash, splits my bones, slits my veins, drains my blood, fails my organs…
Shatters my soul, breaks my spirit, ends me…
I’ve died millions of times only to come back that I never truly lived, and never truly died.
Everything reminds me of the wrong in me instead of the right. God I wish I didn’t care anymore.
I wish I didn’t care anymore.
(inspired by anonymous)
I’m stuck between teeth.
The eyes are much worse than teeth.
The chewing won’t stop…