An Angel’s Wish

 

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I wish, I wish I was a fish.

I could be a steak, a shish kabob, the perfect, perfect dish.

There is only one reason I ever so wish to make this wish.

The reason is hope.

There are so many days where I find it hard to cope.

I try not to say things out of anger, for it makes me want to wash my mouth out with soap.

Instead I’ll hold onto hope, which stems from love.

Sometimes I need a sign;  pennies, a hug, a white dove from above.

Anger and frustration won’t help, nor would a push or a shove.

This may sound goofy, but as I stand here tonight I swear.

I make a wish and send it to an angel above, to someone who might care.

I know my wish will come true, because I know you’ll always be there.

So on this very night, I send my wishes to the angels and light beings above.

I’m sure one day I’ll get to see my wish form from the brightest star above.

Thank you.

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Dream Journal- If Death was a Human

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It has definitely been awhile since I have made any dream journal entries. This dream that I had a few nights ago really stuck out to me because of its nature and overall message. I have never seen Death as an actual physical, human-like being… until I had this dream. 

I was walking with a large group of people, which seemed to be a class from school. We were in a different state, Oregon or Washington most likely. There was a bit of a chill in the air and very low humidity. The scenery was mostly a dull gray color with the exception of the greenery and the colorful neon lights that lined the inside of a bar that we were about to go into. What was strange about this is we were on a campus or town square of some sort, and it was deserted with the exception of me and the class I was going with. We went into the bar which all of a sudden felt as though it was on water with a gentle ebb and flow tilting the room side to side. It was a basic classic bar with everything made from oak and bright neon signs and wine glasses hanging from the ceiling above the bar area. All of a sudden we were surrounded by these strange men with glassy eyes who grabbed a large amount of people and pushed them through a large black door. They tried to grab me too, but I yanked away from them and made it out the front door. 

I was back outside with dozens of people who were standing in a large circle. There was a malevolent looking woman, dressed in black and red, with this black swirling mist that loosely wrapped around her body like a serpent pacing around me and a few other people. She had a wicked smile, black and red eyes, light blonde hair, and pearl white teeth. There was an amphitheater and stage and a large bed of navy blue water that sat before the stage. Everyone appeared to be in a trance and more people slowly walked to the circle which grew in size. I challenged the malevolent woman on what was happening and she claimed that this was the work of death itself; which the woman presumed to be death. Cracks of thunder and lightning came from the sky that lit up our surroundings and all of the entranced people were picked up from the lightning and were placed in several different locations. Folks were transported to a concrete coliseum with a grassy stage while others were transported to open fields of nothingness as well as several random locations in the city such as a prison yard, the stage, and the bar. 

I could see where all of the people were and how they were to die, and I felt so helpless. It was torture watching tens, hundreds, thousands of people being annihilated with the blink of an eye. A light jolted through the innocents by the thousands, which caused the earth to raise for a single moment, and as soon as it started it stopped. Their bodies went limp and I felt myself screaming “NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!”. I looked back at the woman and again, screamed at her, asking her why. It was just me and her at that moment in time. Suddenly parts of her body started to show between the seams of her clothes and the truth of her form was revealed: she was made up of several different body parts from different people, stitched together limb by limb. Each limb differed in shade ever so slightly, but generally it was all the same. Soon out of the woman’s mass, a man with thick black hair, dark eyes, ‘perfect’ structure, and looks that could kill. These two people were made by the body parts of the fallen. The man soon claimed himself as being death and I was stuck with them. 

I felt so much anger and rage as I saw both of them live in luxury. They had everything they could ever want, except everything was either black or dark-colored damask. They had everything from their own personal amphitheater, massive mansion filled with riches, and exotic creatures that could only ever exist in a dream. They had all of the power in the world, being able to kill by the millions who were entranced by their black magic. But then… they got bored. This created slight conflict with Death and his mistress. Suddenly, their body parts that were stitched together started to slightly tear, mix, and morph with other body parts. I held light within my own hands; it radiated around my body and I took my chance to disable Death. With the use of my light, their most prized exotic animal, also made from the dead dissolved and melted to nothing. Death’s mistress popped into a cloud of smoke and light then dissolved to dust. Death had lost control of his own humanoid form and I walked from their room onto the outdoor stage that faced the water.

I stared up at the sky and heard a deep voice praising me and encouraging me to go forward. A light started to envelop me and I could hear the voices of many cheer me on, even though I felt so unsure. I was then given wings, which I had all along as well as many other gifts added on to my being. The edges of each gift lit up like lightning and felt warm and sensitive to the touch. I knew right then and there what I had to do as the light parted the clouds in the sky, and the angelic beings which glowed in pure light, came down to me and started to guide me. I ran through the field of nothingness to find if anyone was still alive. I was heartbroken to find that I couldn’t find any survivors, until I went a little bit farther down. I was relieved to hear that there were still many others that were alive who still needed my help. I managed to help free people of their trances, then my vision turned to light as I woke up.

I still wonder if the dream reflects anything going on it my life literally or metaphorically… who knows?

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Mitchell’s Mumblings: Only in America- Share

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Indigo Winter

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The end of the year comes at last as the indigo sky bestows its beauty upon me.

Within the darkness I can only see one star.

One mighty star beaming through the indigo winter night.

It confused me at first because I thought it was the moon.

Or maybe perhaps the sun.

The wind chill and frost at my feet no longer phase me.

All I can see is the star over by the crystalized trees.

I can’t be bothered by my own worries now.

Its as though an ocean has come over my mind and gently swept them away.

Indigo blue ocean as mighty as the sky above.

And the one beam of light above.

I’m so fixated on this one diamond within the rough and I have no idea why.

There’s nothing special about it!

Or is there?

That doesn’t seem to matter me anymore. 

I know this might not make any sense, but I just want to be with that star.

I want to be forever embalmed by its eternal light. 

But I see the night is fading into day soon.

So I snapped a picture of the massive indigo winter star.

I have it within my phone and every display I own.

I will cherish this moment and associated feelings with it for years to come.

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Dawn of a new Day

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It is the dawn of a new day.

What are you waiting for?

Are you going to let the pain and regrets from the land of yesterday take hold?

You shouldn’t. 

You can’t live your life in the past for it no longer exists.

Open your eyes, inhale the fresh morning air, absorb the sun and watch it glow.

Watch it glow into today.

The past is gone, the time is now.

Beauty, creativity, and success sits within the palm of your hands.

A small thought, action, touch, sound can manifest itself into anything you desire.

Grab life by the reigns, stead fast for the adventure ahead of you, enjoy every moment.

Believe in yourself. I believe in you.

-Alex

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Dear Sachi

Dear, dear blissful little girl.

Where did you come from?

How do you do?

Please teach me your ways and everything you do.

I know that the name ‘Sachi’ means blissful little girl.

All I wish to know is how to attain pure bliss.

You seem to be so carefree and happy even during the wretched of times.

How do you do it?

I’m still trying to grasp an understanding of what pure happiness truly means to me.

Also, how do you continue to stay young as your physical being grows on?

You are young at heart even still to this very day.

Not to say that I’m not young at heart, but I wish to forever maintain that energy level.

I’m always in awe of you.

I love everything that you do.

You truly are a gift from God Sachi.

I love every bit of you.

I love you so much.

I will see you soon my dear.

Sincerely,

Alex

As Day is Over…

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Let go of your fears, put up your feet.

Lay back for a while, because there’s a new tomorrow you will meet.

When that day comes, start it with a smile.

You know that feeling will last a while.

Have a good night everyone.

-Alex

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