The Grove pt. ……

darkness

June 16th 2016- ….

I hear and see the same things every day. Dark gray sky. Gray lake next to a large gray window. Everything is black, white, and gray. I have become permanently colorblind. 

I’m all alone here. I hate this place. I want to go home.

I miss my husband. I miss my family. They tell me that I don’t have a family. The white coats tell me that my family died a long time ago. The white coats tell me that I never had a husband. They tell me that I never went to college, never graduated from high school, never left home. 

They do terrible things to me. They told me that I killed my family. They tell me that I’m evil. They tell me I have killed more than 10 people. They keep me seated at all times, sometimes strapped down. They give me tasteless food…. I fall asleep every time I eat. I’m given three shots a day, loads of pills everyday… I’ve lost track of how many. Sometimes they hit me or force me to sit down in a corner on the floor if I don’t do exactly what they say. Sometimes they strap me down for hours and have me watch weird videos or listen to weird things… screaming and the sound of nails on metal…

scrape. scrape. scrape. shriek…. more scraping… shreik… T-they aren’t human.

They scare me. Their eyes glow unnaturally. They are pale and have long, black stringy hair. They all look the same to me. They aren’t human. They aren’t huummmmm-…..

I’m going to die here alone. I can’t tt-akke it. I…. ne.. ed to fin… a. way… out- (the rest is intelligible scribbles)

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When it comes to self-expression, I don’t hold back. It doesn’t matter if its drawing, sculpting, painting, or writing. I will not ever hold the raw power that I have within my heart to thrust into my art back. Holding back is like trying to paint with a paintbrush with no paint. But, I will say this; the content I normally put out can be pretty explicit in nature. There are numerous topics I go over in my posts, some things can come across as offensive to others. However, I want to make it clear that I DO NOT condone any form of violence, theft, vandalism, assault, rape, molestation, murder, genocide, bullying, harassment, self-harm, hatred, or anything that would do any potential harm to others. I simply wanted to make a disclaimer that I do not support the things that I have underlined above, but that my content can often be explicit, dark, and or offensive in nature. 

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-Alex

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