Hello! My apologies for the lack of posts and content lately. I’ve recently been hit by one of many life’s curveballs…. right in the gut, or so it seems. It has taken it’s toll on me emotionally and physically over the past few weeks. Since then, life itself really hasn’t been easy lately, and I’ve found it difficult to find the motivation to continue to pursue all of the great things I had in front of me. After feeling so down and beaten up, I realized that I couldn’t continue to feel defeated from things that were out of my control. I must use my passion to give me drive when I feel stranded in the darkness. With that I am moving forward with my personal passion and drive!
I have lost the will to be anything other than me.
The weight of the mask bears too much on my fragile heart.
I’m not a terrible person; I am a person who seeks love and belonging.
I search despite the fact I feel as though I am unworthy for it.
I have grown sick of the twisted melodies flooding my mind every single night.
I no longer wish to hide from the world for it has already consumed me to a morsel of dust.
Dear mind, please let me be me for once.
I no longer wish to fight this losing battle.
Set me free from this disguise so I can finally heal from my seeping wounds.
I deserve to have a chance too…
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Life is filigree
Dark spots show more than light ones.
Sadness is my art.
Is life just a test?
If so, I’m sure I’m failing.
I can restart, right?
I don’t lie dear friend.
What I feel right now is real.
I feel nothingness.
Why do you smile friend?
What is there to smile about?
Please tell me dear friend.
My head is a mess.
Where do I even begin?
Sanity is gone.
(You don’t have to do this alone… HELP is always within your reach!)
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The true monster lies within my head.
I know damn well that it wants me dead.
I feel as though I’m dangling from a single thread.
Sleep has never really been my thing…
I can’t feel joy whether if I write, dance, or sing.
I don’t want to answer the phone when it rings.
It’s ridiculous, no I’m ridiculous!
Take a good look at me.
What is it that you can see?
Maybe if you tell me the truth then you can set me free.
But I know it cannot be… the only one who can tell the truth is me.
(Don’t do this alone… HELP is within your reach)
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