Weird-Crazy-Perhaps Scary

Hospital Stay

Motorcycle Details

How could I have been so stupid?

Oblivious to the world around me.

Never paying attention to my own safety.

Everything turned into an unbearable reality when mom died.

Yet… my dad and brother managed to carry on.

Well, I did not.

Everything I did got me into trouble.

Agitated over the littlest things, especially if I didn’t get my way

Reality set in as soon as I got pregnant at 16 years of age.

Everything turned around as soon as I had my precious daughter.

I was blessed with her and her dear father.

Now I wish that I wouldn’t have done what I did.

Having an axe at home for cutting firewood was a bad idea honey…

Everything was lost as soon as I was diagnosed with an STD.

Loved to do drugs, messed around with other men… I just couldn’t help it.

Let me make it up to you, please.

For one thing I never got better when mom died from that damned disease.

Ominous visions and voices of death kept filling my mind and ears.

Resting is for the weak.

Everything changed when I came down with that very same disease.

Very much terminal the doctor had said to me.

Everything started to come together when I gave in to the voices.

Reality set in that the hospital is my true home now.


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By ASnowpasta

I'm just a crazy girl in an annoyingly 'sane' world. Navigating it through and through by following my own divine guidance. I have many passions in life and it all consists of my crazy boxer Zuzu, Art, Writing and Poetry, Dream Analyzation, Everything and Anything Horror, Creepypastas, Music, Spirituality, Animals & Nature, all revolving within an infinite pool of love. I advocate for love and do not condone hate. I'm here to help, not hurt. Heal, not harm. Nothing can or will get in my way, success is within the palms of my hands.

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