Alex Speak · Weird-Crazy-Perhaps Scary · Writing and Poetry

The Nymph: Tendencies

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I’ve grown ever so tired from being a lonely being in a lonely forest.

My abode has been desecrated by those who hate me and want to take my life.

Tagged, ripped apart, looted, and then down to the ground in ashes overnight.

I lost all of my humanoid trophies and possessions from the fire.

Nothing left to comfort me during my lonely nights.

My precious cadavers, teeth, hair, skin, eyes, entrails, everything is gone.

I have left it all behind after it was burnt to the ground.

I made an important discovery which might lead to my future success of ending this torment.

A gravel like dirt path, one that has very recent tread marks on it. 

So I followed the path by night for it is my primal time.

After a night of traveling on foot I made a new discovery…

Ah and just a few hours before sunrise… I found something! A place of dwelling! A rather small one I would say, and it sits up on the ground too and not below… huh.

Some of the lighting still appears to be on and one of the windows is cracked open.

Oooooohhh! I can’t wait to meet my new trop- er friend-companion, yes.

I gentle morph the frame of my body so I can slide in without making a single sound.

I entered into a dimly lit room… it was odd and had many pearly white and shiny reflective surfaces.

Ah! Look at this! It appears to be a relatively young man lying in bed, resting for the night.

I tiptoe with glee and jump directly onto his tender stomach.

Ohhhh he must be MINE!!!!

His skin… his hair… his eyes… his lips, teeth, oh so perfect.

Perfect structure, perfect posture, perfect everything.

I cannot wait for you to enter my world dear friend… but this time things are going to be different.

I won’t let you live now that I have you within my hands.

I wish for company that is long dead, like me… but still so perfect.

Preservation, tender care, embalming, and worshipping these humanoid beings is key.

My tendencies is to embalm and re-create the human structures to be something of mine.

You will come with me so we can trap others my beautiful one.

Come with me my dear one… this will be fun.

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Alex Speak · Weird-Crazy-Perhaps Scary · World of Psyche · Writing and Poetry

Eros and Thanatos

Born from the heavens of light above.     B     Born from the sinking blackness below.

Thriving off of life, love, and unity.       E    Thriving off of death, destruction, and hate.

I create and uplift all.      W          I destroy and kill all.

I illuminate the sun’s vibes with love.    A       I fill the void with blackness.

I grow, build, and create for all.      R       I drain, annihilate, and induce pain unto others.

I’m beautifully benevolent angel of light.      E    I’m malevolent vile parasite of death.

I will always continue to be inspired.       O       I will always continue to be disgusted.

Love is the answer to all problems.      F     Hatred leads to all of the solutions I need.

I am made with infinite love.        T             I was created with endless hatred.

Open your eyes and listen closely.   H   Shut your eyes and block out all fallacies.

What in the world are you doing?        E              What in the world are you doing?

How could you live like this?         P              How could you live like this?

How did you get to be this way?         O            How did you get to be this way?

Don’t hate, kill, and destroy others.    W     Don’t give love to people who don’t love you.

What you’re doing is hurting people.      E        What you’re doing is harmful for yourself.

Please end this insufferable pain.         R            Please end this pathetic ingenuity. 

This is who I am.                    This is who I am.

I am Eros.                       I am Thanatos.

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Positivty and Funnies · Randomness

Weekly Funnies: Funny Frogs

funnyfrogs0055_oGood evening everyone! I hope you’re all having a wonderful weekend so far. It’s been a little while since the last weekly funnies posted… so I think it is DEFINITELY time for some more weekly funnies!

Hm… now what have we done so far funny-wise? We’ve done: dogs, boxers… lots of boxers, cats, animals being weird, weather and snow funnies, In Case If You’re Having a Bad Day funnies, and WTF funnies (in case if you don’t know what the ‘friendly’ version means… it stands for WHITE TIGER FUR!).

But there is one thing that has yet to be done, and these little guys are quite funny in nature when you really think about it. Slick, sly, sassy, and slippery we give you Funny Frogs! 


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This is the secret meaning to life from the perspective of a frog… brilliant!

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Get this frog a top hat, a cane, and a spotlight STAT!

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Pfft! Who needs a therapist when you have this little guy to vent your worries too?

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I don’t know about you, but I wish I could have the mindset of this frog more often.

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And this is how frogs get blessed and baptized in the wild!


I hope you enjoyed a little bit of froggy funnies and that you have a good night!

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Alex Speak · Dreams · Positivty and Funnies · Randomness · Universal World

A Hugely Gianormously Awesome Update

As of right now, the smile on my face is wider than the surface of the earth. I never thought that I would get to this point with any of my personal projects. My own personality, creativity, goals, and dreams have just flourished within the past few months. I have come a long way since I first created my own blog. My biggest goal has always been to make a positive impact in the world; or even just creating a ripple effect with my own actions that hopefully reaches others and makes their day that much better. But, what I’ve realized is that one of the most important things in life was to make myself happy, and with that, I believe I have accomplished that goal by far. 

I want to continue to create more goals and dreams and start more projects and create new ideas! I still have many things I need to work on and I’ve had my ups and downs for sure… but continuing to work on those and creating new things to work on too! I am forever grateful for those who have been helping me along the way. And with the old things that no longer play a role in my life, stagnant, old things… it’s time to give them the boot! “Out with the old, in with the new”. 

So with that, I wanted to announce some new things that are going to be happening with the site. But… I can’t quite tell ya what all of these changes are going to be! I want it to be a surprise. All I can say is I’m making some big changes, expanding things, adding new things… yes, yes, and they are going to be awesome! 

Again, thank you all so much for your love and support! I can not wait to see what the future brings. =)

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Randomness · Weird-Crazy-Perhaps Scary

Flatlining Candle Light

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From the beginning of days I knew I would fade away.

Fade away from wick to wax to dust…

Wasn’t that enough?

Isn’t the slow decay of my life enough to satisfy you evil one?

I only have what feels like centuries to go, yet my drilling pain has not yet been alleviated.

Is it just me that you are after?

If it is, why so demonic fallen angel?

What is it that resides in the void of my soul you ever so desire?

Is it love, hope, faith, a crutch?

A hidden stairway back to heaven?

A heaven which you rejected and denied?

The answer will continue to be unknown.

I’ve been programmed to die since the date of my first birth.

I’ve lived hundreds of lives only to die the way I did within the first.

Death through suffering and pain.

I continue to feel that pain centuries later.

I’m flatlining within your palms.

The palms of a malevolent being of infinite power.

God help me…

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Alex Speak · Dreams · Synchronicities · Universal World

Weird WTF Feeling

question-mark-vector-1068869           I’ve had an itch to write a post like this for a while now. I’m not entirely sure if this is meant to be written as a piece to vent or to just to express what is going on through my mind, body, spirit, and whatever the hell else is going on in my life, seeing that maybe someone could relate to me. Or maybe possibly add some sort of inspiration out there that speaks, “You’re not alone” or “Feeling a sense of imbalance from time to time is not out of the norm”. If neither one of those things happens, that is perfectly okay with me. I tend to go with the flow.

Okay, enough mindless rambling! Now… for perhaps the past year and a half or so I have been getting these really oddly or randomly timed sensations of something feeling ‘off’. I do know for a fact that the intuition is never wrong, but the mind that is clouded with confusion, anger, sadness, fear, or what have you can throw you for a loop. My own sensations on whether something feels ‘right’ or ‘wrong’ has indeed worked in my favor by keeping me safe and on the right track. Oh, and what I mean by sensations are what some people might consider to be ‘gut feelings’, instincts, perhaps even visions, and or sensations within the body that might signal for something. Some would believe that our own intuitions are guided by higher sources, or higher light beings. These sensations can be very sporadic at times, but those timings happen for a reason.

The reason why I am pointing this out is I’ve been noticing a pattern with some of these sensations where I feel as though something feels ‘off’. They’ve been happening around the same time of night, for a consecutive amount of nights (going from a few days straight to two weeks straight to a week of nothing to a week of something), cycling an odd pattern of ‘off’ feelings and then finally, majority of the time the next day or a few days after those sensations, something happens. Most of the time, these events aren’t major, and sometimes they are. (For the sake of anonymity, names, faces, dates, and exact details will NOT be revealed). Whether it’s little everyday annoyances to much bigger and more dramatic life changes varies. Lately, some of these events have been turning into bigger, more serious life changes, and a lot of them are not directed towards me at all. 

On the flipside, I do have a lot of positive experiences where I do see something good coming my way, and eventually it does. There’s sometimes a bit of repetition to these positive sensations, yet not as much as the more ‘off’ sensations. 

When I do get these weird sensations, I do what I can to cope with them like listening to music, writing, drawing, watching something on Youtube, meandering on Twitter, etc. Sometimes even talking to someone helps. Eventually after a few moments the ‘off’ sensations go away, but only to a point. I still feel remnants of it towards the back of my mind and in the bottom of my throat and stomach.

Anyway, I hope that this makes sense to those that might be experiencing this as much as I do. Feel free to drop a message if you’d like. I hope you all have a wonderful evening! 

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Alex Speak · Positivty and Funnies · Randomness · Weird-Crazy-Perhaps Scary

Weekly Funnies: Look! It’s a UFO!

We really do live in a strange, strange world. What if there is a possibility that there are UFO’s or ET’s? Regardless if they existed or not, it would be interesting to get some ‘perspective’ on how they could view things if they were anything like us…

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Do other planets and ET’s have access to our cell phones and Youtube? If they do, I bet they are having a ball watching us humans messing around.

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But sir, I don’t have roadside assistance because this isn’t a car….

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So you’re saying that the numerous spottings of light in the sky was in reality the engine light going on in your ship? Right…

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Ah, welcome to the airlot for Aliens and UFO owners combined… It looks like we’ve been getting a lot of ‘air’ traffic lately folks!

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So hat shaped UFOs smashing into earth led into ended the time of the dinosaurs? 

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The struggle on earth is real… the struggle is real…

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Oh! So that’s why my imaginary cows have been going missing? Why didn’t you warn me about this sooner? I thought I was going crazy!

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Look out for that pothole Fred! Its a doozy!

Well, I truly hope that these goofy ETs managed to add a longlasting smile to your face and a bit of a pick me up to handle the rest of the week. 

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