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Anger Written on Pages

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My heart mourns today.

I need to clean out my thoughts.

They’re made of old dust.

My wings feel so heavy now.

Made of steel and rust.

Rust comes from rotten decay.

Pure anger scalds me.

I refuse to lift my head.

I pray for the day.

I pray for the end of pain.

Specifically mine.

Darkness is my clear path now.

I miss the light path.

I wish I had the answers.

The answers to heal.

I wish for a fuller heart.

My needs are endless.

My halo excretes old sludge.

My head feels heavy.

The chicken scratch surrounds me.

They reflect my thoughts.

This world is cold.

I feel cold all on my own.

Icy hands and feet.

Burning heat from within me.

When will this game end?

I am forever immortal.

This was not my choice.

But the anger was my choice.

There’s no turning back.

Forward march my friend.

-Alex

 

By ASnowpasta

I'm just a crazy girl in an annoyingly 'sane' world. Navigating it through and through by following my own divine guidance. I have many passions in life and it all consists of my crazy dogs (rip Zuzu), Art, Writing and Poetry, Dream Analyzation, Everything and Anything Horror, Creepypastas, Music, Spirituality, Animals & Nature, all revolving within an infinite pool of love. I advocate for love and do not condone hate. I'm here to help, not hurt. Heal, not harm. Nothing can or will get in my way, success is within the palms of my hands.

3 replies on “Anger Written on Pages”

This is a beautiful poem. Melancholy in a way that made me feel determined. “This was not my choice./ But the anger was my choice.” That particular part really resonated with me. I guess that’s where the determination feeling comes from. It makes me think about the choices I will make this upcoming year. Thank you for sharing this.

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You’re more than welcome Jeanette. I’m so glad that you were able to resonate with this. I’ve been reflecting a lot over the past few months and have put every ounce of effort in everything I do. I put all of my raw energy, especially anger into my art. ❤

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