Alex Speak · Dreams · Positivty and Funnies

Friday Morning Fun!

giphyGood morning everyone! It looks like it’s all downhill (or down slide) from here as we roll on in to the weekend…. or slide 😉

I hope you all have a wonderful day and a fantastic weekend! (OMG Its almost Christmas! =D And for those who don’t celebrate it, its still a nice break!)

-Alex

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Alex Speak · World of Psyche

World of Psyche- Unmotivation

I still have yet to fully grasp what the true meaning of unmotivation; however, I do know that at one point or another it affects us all. Its that overwhelming shadow that weighs over us, causing us to feel so low to where even doing the things we love doesn’t seem appealing at all. And when it hits you, it hits hard.

Everyone goes through this, everyone. I don’t want anyone to believe that they are alone with this. To me, this is an on and off issue. I can’t quite pinpoint what causes me to feel unmotivated other than stress. When I’m stressed and overtired, it makes me really not want to do much of anything. It really affects me when it comes to the fine arts aspect of me. I absolutely love art, and I hate it when I get demotivated or get ‘artist’s block’. 

Unmotivation seems to very well be an aspect of Depression. Regardless, this is something that I know very damn well that this is an obstacle that we can ALL overcome. I believe there are a few things that can be done to help this problem:

  1. Step back from the overall situation to gain some perspective.
  2. Take a break from whatever project(s) you are working on (even if its just a brief one).
  3. Breathe. Always remember to breathe.
  4. The last thing you would ever want to do is to make it worse. Fighting it and beating yourself up is only going to make the problem worse.
  5. Have faith and hope that our motivation and drive can and will come back.

In the end, it all works out, believe it or not. Its ok to feel tired, worn down, depressed, unmotivated. We weren’t born to be or feel perfect. Nor were we created to be happy all the time. Always remember these things: Give yourself some credit and a pat on the back for a job well done with everything you do, Breathe calmly and deeply especially when stressed out, Don’t beat yourself up over something you have no control over, Lastly, always remember to look forward.

-Alex

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Alex Speak · Artwork · Weird-Crazy-Perhaps Scary

Don’t Force Me

Don’t force me to sleep you bastards.

I don’t care what you have to say.

I don’t die unless I have to.

What I mean by have to is meaning when I decide I have to.

I am untouchable.

Mother nature nor God can stop me now.

You laid me to rest because I was a burden.

Or so you say to your secret beloved.

You ended me to be with another.

The thought of speaking such a vile truth frightened you, didn’t it?

It’s too late for apologies now.

You and the ugly doctor…

You had it in for me since day one.

You took everything I owned and acted as if I was pure scum.

Not anymore, bitch.

I seek revenge for myself and for any sick fuck that has ever gotten involved in taking what is mine.

Years of dust, decay, and stiff limbs won’t stop me.

Bullets, knives, silver, chains, or flame won’t help you.

I thank the masked ones for setting me free from this tomb.

So now all I need in this world to survive, is you.

-Alex

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