11/08/16– These nightmares have been becoming a repetitive theme lately. There are a few things that have been a constant within these recurring dreams- family: my mom and brother, something seeming off, appearances altered like as if personal aesthetic styles and ages seem off, dad is often missing or is there temporarily only to disappear, location: home and or neighborhood, sometimes recognizable and other times not so much, settings & details: abandoned, random piles of rubble and clutter, random puddles of water underneath broken objects, dark figure/creature shows up, flashes off color- reds, off greens, and rust-metallic colors. These dreams always make me jump and run around trying to find someone, something, not knowing where to go, what to do, or where everyone is. I have had the same nightmare for the past 3-4 days or so, from what I can remember. I could have had it for longer, but I am not entirely sure.
The dream analyzation sources don’t quite add up to where the dream(s) ‘click’. I’m hoping to find some answers in regards to these kinds of dreams soon. Right now I’m still trying to figure out why these motifs are showing up in my dreams. They feel a lot sharper and harsher compared to the odd school bus dreams I had a little while back. I am very well convinced that the nightmares I have are connected to my conscious self and what is going on in my current life. Stress, lack of sleep, not eating or drinking enough water, etc. Those are all factors, but there’s still something missing from this.
I say this to anyone who might be reading this right now who is or has been dealing with nightmares or knows someone who is: YOU’RE NOT ALONE IN THIS. ❤
Much love and light to you all.