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I don’t know what the future is going to bring me; life is kind of funny like that.

This is not a sonnet, nor a poem, song, haiku. Not a writing built of fragmented words.

Sporadic flashes of light and imagery had been within my vision of view for so long.

I’ve only just now been able to decipher it. It makes no difference to me anymore. 

I am unsure of what my path in life will entail. Divine guidance seems to be the way.

Songs and sonnets of the spirits and souls of the universe fill my ears and my eyes.

Spiritualist, Religious, Skeptic, Average Joe, or not; no one is a stranger to transition.

Its the vagueness that fogs up my insight; like a sudden wave of mist against glasses.

I know damn well I’m not the only one whose world is surrounded by the thoughts.

Its frustration, aggravation, irritation, and all the like which comes with fog.

What is it? Death? Loss? Gain? Birth? Rebirth? Incarnation? Reincarnation?

Its all of the above from what I can tell. One way or another, sitting still won’t do.

Impatient am I? Incompetent? Foolish? Niave? Lost? A mind of grandiose intent?

Neither. Some may see me this way, but only because of the stitches are in the way.

Stitches neatly woven through their eye sockets that hide the truth.

A Lost cause, a break, dropped, left, abandoned, cracked, leaking, and dripping.

Sweet nectar of truth seeping through the barracks above. Can you hear it?

Ears filled with cotton can not. Searing and sharp pains are felt by those in denial.

If it feels right: say it, do it. If it feels wrong: don’t do it, don’t say it. 

If it hurts, don’t block it out. Let it burn until the heat evaporates and dries out.

If it lights your soul, hold it, ignite it, illuminate it. Let it show, shine it through.

If your feet feel like lead, drop the weights, you don’t need them.

If you suffer from dis-ease, trying to ponder why won’t do. Instead, hope and pray.

Even if you don’t believe, you can still DO. That’s what I ask of you now. 

Please do. Only wait when conditions aren’t right. When the signal shines then DO.

 

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