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Transition- Sunset

               Hello! It has definitely been a little while since I have written and made artwork in a little while. I have another update, with which I will keep it crystal clear, brief, and to the point. The past few months has been extremely rough. Truth be told, this summer has been anything but a vacation. Lots of big and unexpected change caught me by surprise. Earlier this year I struggled with work, school, and life. The stress of my mom being ill, living in a toxic environment, and fighting demons inside of me took its toll. I was so bogged down by all of the weight on my shoulders, I didn’t know what to do. I neglected my own health and well being during this process which resulted in me getting sick quite often. With much contemplation and planning I ended up moving out so I could start to take myself properly. Within the process of moving, I had lost connections with a lot of people (which in the end was truly inevitable). It was traumatic and extremely heartbreaking to lose people that were a big part of my life for so long. Despite all of this pain and heartbreak, I knew deep down I needed to let go of my past and outdated ways of thinking and living. 

         Regardless of all this big change, it was time for me to let go and move on. Now I am starting a new chapter in my life and I am happy with where I am and what I’m doing. I continue to reflect on my life and the ones who have touched my soul. I am forever grateful for every single part of my life (even the yucky stuff too). By dropping all of this weight and negativity that dragged me down, I am finally able to welcome and open myself to abundance and new opportunities. With this, I am now coming out of my cocoon so I can spread my wings and fly. I can not wait for all of the wonderful people, places, and opportunities that are coming my way. 

I am forever grateful for every little bit of my life and journey. I can not wait to see what the future has in store for me.

 

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