Shattered Pulse

The words and cries projected by others echos.

It whispers ever so softly of empty tragedies.

Tragedy sets in like a cougar’s eyes set on it’s prey.

Predator hits. Heart stops. Pulse Shatters.

The flow within me comes to an immediate stop.

My veins thin out and come to a chill.

My mind races faster than a jammed free-way on Sundays.

I dig within a bottomless chest within my mind, seeking for the right gem.

The right gem. The right puzzle piece. The right answer.

None seem to fit. The shimmery colors sparkle among my vision.

The gems glow with endless possibilities… possibilities failed.

Its all due to a missing fit.

My ears are flooded with the sounds of the echos.

The final gem that I did not think to try was at the source.

The source of the shattering pulse. I hold it with my hand.

The gem glows and sparks with blinding golden light.

The light spreads within my soul like the roots of a tree.

It continues to grow beyond me, forever infinite past the shadows.


10 Anti-self harm Go To’s

       We all struggle. That is a part of life. Whether it be with the monotonous day-to-day stuff like school, work, relationships, friends, family, or other things in life (i.e. bullying, peer pressure, tension between others, health based issues, etc) can be bumpy and can leave you imbalanced. Some may feel as though that ‘god isn’t being there for me (others)’, or karma is ‘biting me in the ass’, or ‘life sucks’. When things get tough, whether it be radical life changes, ongoing stressors, or combination of both, can often lead one to feel; unmotivated, angry, depressed, jaded, burned out, tired, or maybe even confused. Unfortunately, these factors can lead to unwanted thoughts/feelings, unhealthy habits, as well as destructive tendencies. Without much explanation, here are some ways to either cope, de-stress, and or use energy in other productive ways.

1: Do what you love, and love what you do. Ergo, do what makes YOU Happy. (What makes you happy? Art, music, writing, singing, dancing, gaming, running, hiking, swimming, biking, building, mechanics, science, spirituality, so on? Do it!)

2. If you are feeling out of whack, it’s good to keep balanced in ALL ways: physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. This isn’t always easy, but taking steps, creating and setting goals, and doing things like going for a 10 minute walk a few times a week or planning out meals for the day/week helps. (Also, moderation is key!)

3. Back to the mental and emotional health part: writing in a journal daily, taking an allotted chunk of your day for ‘me time’, hot baths/showers, stretching and yoga, meditating, etc are some ways to help the psyche.

4. When you’re feeling restless or bored, hang out with a friend! See a movie, have a cup of coffee, go for a walk, go shopping, or just hang out and talk. (Also spending lots of time outside is a good way to cleanse your mind, ground/center yourself, and de-stress. That can include gardening, reading a book under a tree, meditating, exercising, etc.)

5. Speaking of friends, family, loved ones, or those you trust, don’t be afraid to reach out! If you’re feeling lost, don’t know what to do, looking for advice, or just need to vent, talking to someone you trust does the trick (just make sure you put out there what you NEED, like if you need to vent or need advice to save confusion or potential conflict).

6. I must also add if you have an emergency in any way, shape, or form, get a hold of a crisis center and or hotline, please call 911, go to the emergency room. YOUR LIFE MATTERS. ALL LIVES MATTER!


7. If it doesn’t feel good/right to you, don’t do it. No need to fight your intuition, or ‘gut’. It is there for a reason, you can trust it.

8. As hard as this might be, and MANY people struggle with this: DO NOT put yourself down, judge yourself, compare yourself to others, and or punish yourself in any way, shape, or form.  You yourself are a unique, beautiful, blessed being. Everything about yourself (flaws included) makes you WHO YOU ARE. That within itself is beautiful. You are own your own path in life, and there are no right(s) or wrong(s) on YOUR path, just lessons, learning experiences, and growth. (Others have their own life path as well as their own strengths, weaknesses, beliefs, dreams, etc. There is no way that you can compare yourself to another person because you two are on different paths! It is like comparing a banana to ice cream).

9. Always show gratitude to yourself and others. The more we appreciate, cherish, and hold dear to our hearts, the more loving intentions and light we send to people/things that really DO matter. AND it also opens the door to abundance and greater love in our lives. (In reality, as crappy as one situation might be, maybe it is happening for a reason! It might be hard to see at first, but there are ups and downs to everything).

10. Always remember that any form of bullying is their negative views, opinions, thoughts, and feelings about THEMSELVES, being projected onto you. (Also remember that bullies are also bullied more likely than not. It doesn’t make it right by all means, but adding awareness to the matter can help stop the vicious cycle).

I send much love and light to you. In the end, everything will work itself out and everything will be OK. =)


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Dream Journal: Battles and Hidden Romance

yin_yang2         Within the depths of my subconscious, I flew through what appeared to be a castle-like place and swooped straight into a clearing, with a purple dragon on my left. It was twilight hours as the clouds covered everything in sight. In front of us, there was a gazebo, and a massive garden full of tall hedges, sacred plants/flowers, a patio, and jade green grass. As soon as well landed, there was a flash of red-blue light and we jumped out of the way. Soon there were other dragons that came down and started to attack us. We fly to the left and go above the garden into this safe area where everyone else was. It became apparent to me that we could all shape-shift because I myself and everyone around me could turn into dragons, humans, wolves, and just about anything that existed. The colors of this place were a of dark monochrome and this place again, appeared to be ‘castle-like’ with a whole civilization behind it. I myself and many others gathered up discussing for our next plan of attack. We were colored in red-black-purple colors, sometimes blue, and there were several leaders in front of us, holding an old tattered map. We had what appeared to be tattoos/body paint and charms on all of us. I wanted to go out and help, but I was told to maintain the fort and that I needed to stay behind, then I would be able to go when the few leaders get back. The male warriors, dressed with thin armor and paint, spread their wings, and you could hear them boast and brag ever so loudly on how ‘tough’ they were.

pic28E4327285EC11459982000350E0BCC9 Being me, I managed to sneak by not too long after everyone who was assigned to go, left. At first, one of my dear friends who was slender, wore long scarves and had beautiful, long dark hair told me not to go, but I got my gear on and left. I overheard them and a few others telling me to ‘be careful’ as I hopped from the window out into the night. It was soon starting to reach morning, and there was a thick amount of fog around me. I recall being in front of a dojo, colored of black, red, and gold, with rows and rows of ancient dragon/animal statues around the front of these buildings. I heard shuffling around me and whispers, so I hid behind one of the statues. The ‘enemy’ side, colored with primarily blue, black, and bits of white and silver tried to strike at me. I struck back, causing them to fall on their back. They immediately jumped up and I ran between statues defending myself until I overheard some of my comrades saying, “Hey, what are you doing here? Alex you’re not supposed to be here!” The sound of the male warriors trailed off as they flew off, fighting off some of the enemy, up towards the 3rd floor of the dojo. I hung around the statues, waiting for them to come back. I heard more footsteps and saw a few men coming. One of them came up to me and started to speak to me softly and sweetly. (I’ll call him Familiar) Familiar was about 6 ft, had short, blond-brownish hair, Blue-green eyes, medium build, and he was so very kind. This man looked so familiar, and next thing I know, I was getting flashbacks of gold, bright colors. I myself and this man were talking to each other by this water-front, similar to the garden that was there. I could recall how much fun I myself, the man, and a few others had that day. We were a little bit younger than we are now, and this seemed to be before the tension between two sides.

I fell in love with this man again, just like how I did within those flashbacks. Familiar wanted to find a way for us to spend time together, away from this war, but then his buddies came back and they urged that they had to go. The fog started to clear and nightfall grew within the background. Familiar gave a serious look and said “I’ll be back dear, I promise.” Then he and the others flew off into the sky. Then it was just me.

Three-Part-Love       The dream flashed forward, showing Familiar back home with his comrades and friends. The area in which he resided looked nearly identical to the one where I resided in, except for a few details like drapery of cool colors, and sharper cut stone walls (where my ‘kin’ resided had more white-silver like walls, royal colors, and more of an open view). Familiar was walking along a hallway, by a window into a tower-like room with what looked to be old-fashioned furniture. His comrades as well as some women bombarded him with multiple opinions whether he should come to get me, not trust me, kill me, leave me, or perhaps to run off with me to end this war. Familiar closest friend, dressed in red and blue paint and thin armor said ,”If I were you, I’d do what you want to do. Live in the moment! Not many of us, including myself have the courage to do so.” Familiar said, “Thank you”, and his friend wished him the best of luck. As his friend walked off, one of the women came by, grabbed his arm, and said,”Do what you love. Follow your heart.” With a determined look, he took off and a few of his friends followed behind him.

Going back a few moments, I was back at my residence I lamented thinking he wouldn’t come back. Other women and a few jealous men either told me to forget about him/he’s no good, move on, or that they would kill him. The same woman from the beginning of the dream, covered with less fabrics, showing her beautiful fair-skinned face told me to “do what I love, and be with the man I love.” I walked off towards an outdoor stairwell, and low and behold, Familiar jumped into view. I jumped from excitement, jumped into his arms, and kissed him. I asked what he was doing here. He said “I’m here to come get you so we can get the hell out of here”. I did not ask nor hesitate, though the woman in the fabrics touched Familiar’s shoulder, got our attention. He asked her not to say a word. She smiled and said she would not speak a word, and also added “I wish you two the best of luck.” I smiled at her, Familiar said thank you, and we both flew off into the distance.

From my own viewpoint, I could see both sides of the war falling apart. I could see explosions of color and sparks over these broken down walls, and saw some warriors bickering about how we both left. Both sides eventually melded into one, yet there were a few that chose to fight. I saw the fort of all colors looking over this ant-like being pulling a hefty cart attached to it’s back. The colored fort told this being that it was over and I saw bombs of color going towards the ant as it struggled, but every single on of them missed. I woke up feeling the sensation of being held and loved unconditionally.


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Dream Journal: Odd Silent Hill 2 Dream

PHheartI had dreamed that I was in a relatively large room. It was meant for maybe an office, gaming/media room, and a living room. There were three massive widescreen TV’s in the room, all attached to the wall, almost touching the ceiling with a bit of a tilt inwards. There were no windows, and if there were, they were blacked out. There was also a large L-shaped desk with a couple computers with a stack of games, movies, and magazines, not to mention multiple gaming consoles on the floor, underneath the main TV. There were about 2-3 people in the room. One of them being me, and the other 2 being guys. Both were about the same size, but one had a slightly larger stature than the other one, as well as a difference in apparel, hair color, and overall energy. 

      Both of the guys told me I could play or watch, or do whatever I felt like doing. They seemed so eager to see me play. I was looking up at the screen and could see the play by play of James Sunderland running through the eerie, deserted town of Silent Hill. Then all of a sudden it was like as if I teleported through the TV screen into the damned town itself. I could see James, Maria, the town, and the monsters on and off. All of a sudden while running through the town, we came to a stop to this tree, and there was a goofy looking dinosaur (a very colorful looking T-Rex) standing under it. It had an odd goofy smile, holding its hands together like a shy, small child would, looking upward, and it had a very small helmet on it’s head that wouldn’t even fit. I looked to my right and saw that Maria was gone and the man who was Jame’s turned into someone else. The goofy reptile ran clumsily ran towards the man, like as it was a dog seeing it’s owner, or a small child trying to give someone a hug. They knocked the man over and it was absolutely hilarious. Then I woke up feeling very confused the next morning. 

    To this day, I still have absolutely no clue what this dream means. Maybe I’ll never know, but it was very fun and enjoyable to have nonetheless. 


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CYLRiqxUQAAanwD Oh so extravagant, yet so adamant;

about causing trouble. Is it your fix?

Or maybe you do it for kicks. You are a tricky one,

AND often a dirty one;

Free to flee whenever one pleases.

I Know! Your secret is; food, treats, toys, or play time ALWAYS appeases.

Oh miss snaggle-tooth, you know what is the truth?

Despite the mischief, messes, and stinky-ness; without you I would be one hot mess.

I love you my Zizzle-Dizzle-Dazzle.



Dream Journal: Pug-Apacolyptic Rescue

         I was in my hometown, but with a few atmospheric and scenic twists to it. It had a feel of a beach around the East Coast and a feel of a beach of a small town on the West Coast. It was an extremely stormy night and there were TV and Radio stations raving on and on about weather disasters, weird monsters, and how it was the end of the world. These reporters urged people needed to go home, hide, and shelter themselves from the storm. I myself and my parents, brother, and a massive amount of people got into our home as the waves and storms crashed upon it relentlessly. Some of the surrounding homes had some people hiding, but only a few of those houses survived, including my own. 

           The next day, went outside and saw that it was a bizarre looking, foggy, and desecrated bad-land. A few people set off in groups looking for other people as well as supplies and other shelter. Down the road the fog started to turn a gross yellowish-green color, the color of what would remind one of radioactive waste. The badlands had Cacti and few houses/buildings sporadically. Floating among the barren wasteland was a Seahorse-looking type of creature, but it had weird glowing eyes and it was darkly colored. It lit up and made a horrible noise and it led others to this body of water surrounded by rocks. There were animals in the water and people tried to swim in the water as well as tried to paddle out on a small boat. But, those who touched the water got burned like as if it was acid and the water and rocks turned red. You could hear the screams of people burning, drowning, and fighting off the animals. I myself and a bunch of others ran past the water, down the road and to our left there was another large group of people that included more family members like my dad, some friends, co-workers, and others. Thankfully, after some time had passed and we were able to re-create a civilization better than it was before. It was organized, safe, was cleaned up, and had better technology and resources. I was running into this dark blue laboratory like setting with a few others and a couple of dogs were following me. 

            Fawn-pug-and-black-pugThere was a woman scientist with blonde hair, blue-green eyes, glasses, and a white lab coat and she looked at me saying, “Are those your dogs?” I said, “No, these aren’t my dogs. Wait I minute, I remember this particular one.” I was holding up a chubby, wrinkly tan colored pug with bright eyes. “His name is…. Rachet, I think. This was one of my ex-boyfriend’s dogs.” I held up a smaller, black, and older pug with my right arm, “And, this is Bonzai.” The scientist looked at me and said, “Do you know where he is and or his family?” I got an odd image of my head of a treehouse-jungle like society, one that I have seen in my dreams before, and saw my ex-boyfriend’s house. I looked at the scientist firmly and said, “I have got to get these dogs back, they don’t belong here.” The woman took this odd looking scanning machine and scanned both of the pugs with it. She gave me a serious look and said,”This dog has 43% cancer, it is fast progressing and he can have as little as 6 months to 3 to 4 years to live, are you sure you want to do this?” I looked at her and said yes. I gathered two darkly colored backpacks with gear and had one other person as well as a small pet dragon-like creature follow me. There was a crowd of people on both sides of me and some cheered and others stared. My dad hugged me and said, “Good luck.” One of my co-workers oddly pulled me aside and said, “Alex, I don’t think you should do this.” I said, “Well, someone has to do this.” He looked at me with sad, almost tearful eyes saying, “Wait! Stop! Don’t go!” and I went forward with these men that had a white limo waiting out front. The dragon pet, myself, and the other guy jumped forward and started flying in the air at high speed.

         We went along these deserted coastlines, rickety piers, small islands, and oceanfronts jumping from massive sea-rock to sea-rock with the oddly patient pugs on our backs. The atmosphere was refreshing and smelled of sea salt. We stopped at one point by these light green lagoon in a tropical forest. My dragon pet went into the water and swam under the surface since he saw some massive creature. As soon as I noticed they were gone, I yelled for my pet to come back. He was at the bottom by this reef and he looked up. Out of no where there was a weird, agitated cat-like creature that bit and clawed at my pet who started to morph and change as soon as he came out of the water. He morphed by changing colors, wing shape, facial features, and body structures. All of a sudden the land started quaking and all three of us started flying towards the ocean as massive sharks glided above the water and tried to attack us. With each and every attack and bite by multi-colored sharks it seemed that all hope was lost until these massive water dragon like sea creatures starting to fly upwards from the sparkling waters and pulled the sharks down with them. My dragon pet followed them towards the sea-rocks, pushed the massive coral-like rocks onto the sharks several meters under, and trapped them. He came out of the water gracefully as we stopped onto the beach, I told my pet he saved the day, he stood there with pride. The pugs were gone, like as if the mission had been completed in a flash. I felt a sense of gratitude from a force above and felt a need for celebration. Then there was this viewpoint of the rocks, water, and sharks trapped deep within the sediment and sea rocks.

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Dream Journal: Eagle Dream

            I was back in California, and I was in a place that looked like a combination of my 10221-eagleelementary school and childhood home. I recall it being very dark and oppressive. The vibrations were low and the colours were grayed and blacked out. I heard all kinds of voices including one that sounded similar to my mom’s voice. I recall being on the blacktop at school and found these eagle wings/feathers along with these beautiful beads, charms, and crystals that I was guided to collect. I still continued to collect 

these things, even with the oppressive voices and vibrations flowing through the air. Then through a clearing in a tree, I saw a big portal start to appear with a bright, nearly blinding light coming from it. The voices that sounded oppressive, including the one that sounded like my mom’s tried to tell me not to go through the portal and I saw these weird shadows and figures start to chase me. The voices tried to convince me that I wouldn’t be happy there and I was making a big mistake, but the voices were lying because I could feel it in my heart and soul. I recall coming to this boardwalk over the water and the creature’s eyes started to glow red, and the voice that sounded like my mom started to sound more sinister. I decided, ‘screw this, I’m leaving and you can’t stop me’. I created wings from the feathers and charms given to me and I took off towards the portal. The creatures tried to catch me, but they couldn’t fly, at least not very far. I continued to hear the nasty voice scream “NO!” as I entered the portal. 

         As I entered the portal, I saw a big flash and entered this beautiful world that had vast colorful mountains that looked like the grand canyon’s. I recall seeing so much bright color and feeling so good as I flew past the portal. The portal closed behind me and I started to talk to the people who I know today who congratulated me and started to connect with me on my journey. I suddenly realized it was time for me to collect more charms and feathers, because I knew I needed them. So I flew on andoff the mountain-side collecting some. They were so beautiful, I couldn’t tell which ones I needed until I started using my intuition, it was just so hard to make up my mind because all of the feathers had some type of purpose. However, I felt as though time was running short and my new friends joined along with me saying it was time for all of us to go. A screen/bright light appeared again and then I woke up.



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Dream Journal: Inner Child Dream

        Last night, I had a very weird dream, which was in some ways positive. The beginning was a little fuzzy with me somehow being in some type of vortex in time, ending up in a store (which was like Target, Sears, Macy’s Khol’s, Walmart, some mix of all of the above). There were these children that were running through the store, 8 of them to be exact. There were 2 girls and 6 boys, all of them ranging between the ages 4-5 to 8-16. One child has some facial differences around the nose, one wore thick glasses, and all of them seemed to be very emotional.

children         The father was no-where near the children and tried to look for them, but gave up to get on a tricycle/bike and slowly petaled around the store. I confronted them and asked what he was doing and if he worried about his kids at all. He made it apparent that part of him just gave up, stopped caring, and assumed that they would be fine on their own, because they were good kids. I asked where and if he had a significant other, or someone who was helping him with the kids. He kind of just shrugged and basically said he did, but was not sure where they were or what they were doing. It really did seem like he didn’t care. i started to get angry with the parent and tried to give him a wake up call. I tried to beat it into his head that his children needed him and they need his love, guidance, and attention. I also made it apparent that his behavior is unacceptable. The parent realized what I was saying and lowered his head and apologized to me. However, he also said he did not know what to do because he was gone all the time at work or out and about. I volunteered (basically in-voluntarily because I felt as though they really did need somebody).

ParenttoParent       We both went to home with the children and the father basically said he wish he could stay, but he had to go. I asked him where he was going and what about the well being of the children. He said he had to go to work and do a few other things. I was angered and watched over the kids for a day or two. I got visions in my head of what this “father” was REALLY doing (after work he’d go out with women, drink, gamble, do all kinds of other things with other people/co-workers). I was angry, but pushed it out of my mind and helped the children. The home was very large, but it was somewhat dark with the light inside being a light navy blue/indigo color and seeing bits of bright gold light shining around the rims of the windows. The house seemed like a studio with all the rooms seeming cubicle like and the furniture seeming so home work/office life. Some of the children would sit on their beds and read/do homework. Others would run around, playing and screaming, others kind of just took care of themselves, getting food from the kitchen, keeping things clean, doing chores, etc. I remember talking with the eldest who was about 15-16 at the oldest. He talked to me about the struggles he was having at school, home with his mom and dad, and how he’s been having problems girls noticing him, except for a few. I talked to him at a very deep level, expressing to him about my experience during my life and at first he got frustrated during our conversation and cried, but after a while, he cheered up a bit and smiled. I put all of the children to bed and they slept peacefully.

       Later on the next day, the father FINALLY came home, his appearance disheveled and dirty. I was so angry with him and said I was taking the children to the Zoo/Animal Reserve. He apologized again and said he felt really shameful, and of course tried to explain he wouldn’t do it again. I didn’t want to hear it and said if he wanted to come along, it was fine, but I was still going to take them. I myself and the children went to the Zoo/Animal Reserve, they looked at the animals and took notes and pictures. The father finally showed up and I pulled him aside, trying to convince him how serious this problem was. The children were in front of the Snake exhibit when all of a sudden, these massive snakes rose from the brush and railings and bit every single child in the face. The snakes pulled back after one bite, and every children was still alive, but bleeding badly and crying. The father and I saw it happen and I pointed out just HOW much his children needed him. It seemed as though FINALLY something clicked and the energy around him turned a red-orange with a mid-pick color. He rushed to his children’s aid so much faster than I ever have and I could see this very passionate red energy surrounding the children and father. I could feel a soft healing energy surrounding all of us. I stood there and eventually smiled and felt a sense of relief, because I knew that the pain and disorganization of this family FINALLY ended.



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Dream Journal: Lemons

Juicy Lemons HD Desktop Background        It seems as though the sweet side of life has dominated my dream. Everything in the world around me starting to “lemonize”, it was so weird. Everything basically turned into Lemon-everything! There was this huge parade downtown with lemons and it was crazy! There were floats, music, dancing, it was so much fun. I could literally see the sweetness of the lemons taking over people, beer, food, buildings, etc, and made everything smell and feel so, so sweet. There was just such a sparkle in the air and I could hear music booming louder and louder in the background. I observed tons of sparkles among my surroundings

           Then all of a sudden, out of nowhere, there was a massive zombie outbreak. I smell the air stench of hate and lies. I could feel all of it within my bones. The beautiful yellow, sparkles, and love went away and people started to get infected. I remember being in a store front and seeing thick crimson red everywhere I went. I knew that I just had to get away. I ended up going to my parents home in California where it seemed to have been sitting within a portal vortex.

cute-puppies20      The home was surrounded by hills of green grass and trees with a variety of other buildings. There was a light bit of rain so I had to stay inside with the dogs. I myself and my family had a lot of dogs. I found that we had a plethora of dogs (even Zuzu the boxer). There was a few areas that these dogs stayed in. One of them involved a faux grassy area with white fencing around it by the front of the house. However, it seemed as though the fencing around the house was flawed for there was an undead corpse dragging towards my front door. I was getting ready to ‘fight’ or ‘flight’, when all of a sudden, 3 wiggly brindle boxer puppies jumped in front of me. As soon as the undead being appeared, it seemed appalled by the puppies and stumbled off. The dogs nudged for me to go inside and they went off to sleep with no trouble.  


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Dream Journal: The Totem Dream

I had a very odd dream last night. There were lots of totem animals involved with this. I recall being at work, but it seemed a bit different than usual. It was still the same area, only the colors were monochrome (gray, silver, faded colors), and it seemed very warehouse-like, and maybe even industrial looking. I had one of my bosses pull me aside and he asked me if I wanted to help him out with something. AND he also had an offer for a job he wanted me to do. I followed him to the right, out of one of the back doors of the building, onto this ranch, and it was beautiful. It was massive!

5e10154646df14279a828933c754a597     I recall following my boss to this enclosed area that had lots of lions in it. It was a circular cave like area with what appeared to be a floor that could be moved. He said he would be on the other side to feed them and that he wanted me to pull a lever when he gives me ‘the signal’. My boss whistled and I pulled down a lever. I watched as all of the lions scurried through a door into this organized feeding area that had slots for all of them to eat off of. Then the platform where the lions sat upon opened up into a clear pool of water, one of those you see at a zoo or at an animal sanctuary. There were two Grizzly bears that appeared out of no where and swam up from the bottom of the pool. One went to a ledge to the left and sat on it, while the other kept jumping up and down to try to get to me.

933373-grizzly-bear      I was uneasy at first, but then the bear was acting playful. He was high-fiving my hands and playing with them. He jumped up higher and got my face wet, then he nibbled my fingers. The other bear had fish flying at her and she waved at me. The bear who jumped at me seemed almost dog like in a sense. My boss then got the bears to go off into a grassy clearing. Not long after we moved onto a fenced area where there were Llamas laying on these sack-like pillows and my boss started to give handfuls of feed to the livestock. He told me to be patient with the llamas. At first, I was testy with them, and they seemed testy with me, but then we warmed up to each other.

Livestock      I recall looking among the Ranch like sanctuary, looking at the mountains, the trees, and the sunset. I absolutely loved it. I fell asleep in a barn-like home and looked amongst the stars as I fell asleep in the canopy. I woke up this morning, and was gliding down to a building that stored different supplies. It was foggy and cold. All of a sudden I heard a yell by a few girls that I did not recognize, and they needed my help with something. I followed them up towards a road (freeway like) and then into the lush, grassy hills where livestock and horses ran by me. I got onto one momentarily and eventually reached the ranch to this house. I overheard my boss talking to me about this Rooster that was a pain in the ass and kept trying to get away, Within the house there were bits of it that looked like a greenhouse with a bird-like cage. I entered this one castle-like room with a wooden edge that led to a window. I had visions of the rooster flying up, then turning into a Loplop, then a man-like creature, then flying out the window, onto a ledge, then flying away. I saw the ocean from the window and could see the beach and cliffs from down below. I saw my sister for a bit, and I was very confused, especially on how I was going to get the rooster back. After that I woke up.


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